++ MY FIRST LOVE ++

You'll realize  that you love that person when that person starting to ignore you

or worst

when his gone ..

all by means yes ..

I definitely experience how i started to appreciate his presence when

the time that i even forgot his surname luckily

his name was imprinted in my mind

but not the spelling of his name

anyway ..

I was on my grade 5..

when we met we met.He was my classmate by the time ..

He was so sweet, concerned one, sometimes he did bought me some things or foods in our recces.
But all of that was just nothing for me will not like i don't appreciate it cause  i do but just a friendly thing.
All of the girls in our class has a crush on him,that's why for me it so unbelievable that someone like him would like someone like me and also that was  for me its was just

a child thing and there's nothing to do with my childhood..

as if i cared much at that time ..

until that moment that
when me and my friend named Novelyn (one of our classmates and he's neighbor)

are having some cheat chat ..

while going to our way home she

told me about some secrets and that

time i found out that he like me too, 

will,  I'm a bit shocked at the time.

I guess that was the first time i have known that

my feelings for him is mutual .

He was not like the other boy whose so childish his kinda tall ,white,silent sometimes and a little bit funny will his sometimes cute and really have some sense of humor but after our grade 5 life ..

i don't have the chance to see him again and i don't have any news about him that I'm hoping someday 

our path will meet again how i wish to see him again.*_________*

but i guess its will be long but i never lose hope for the possibility i know someday at the right time at the right place we'll meet again.